July 8, 2009

Hi Ellie,

I do not know what it is exactly going on in the past few days, but I have been so soulfully drawn to your messages. I have read your blog almost every day for quite some time now, but in the July 4th window you speak of, something has become more intense.

A couple years back, I was wrestling with these feelings of being pulled towards the quest for answers. Prayer and reading and researching without end, it seemed. Then one night, as I was stepping out of the shower, a strange energy overcame me and I just broke down and sobbed uncontrollably. I spoke to 'God' at that moment and said: either leave me alone with all of these messages and feelings or bring someone into my life as a 'role model', someone who can help me understand all that I have been trying to find answers to my whole life but no one I ever met or read about has had the first clue. I always had the 'little voice' but my religious upbringing, I think, had blocked my ability to fully connect.

Anyway, a short while later I found Crystalinks. I found your daily blog. Then the synchronicities began flooding into my life. So many times something happens in my life or a thought enters my mind and BAM there it is in your blog the VERY next day - ranging from a flash of memory from Dead Poets Society, to a hummingbird coming to my window, to my son's training wheels being taken off the day before you post the same thing with your grandson Noah.

I'm sure you have thousands of visitors to your site who feel the same way. But I just could not avoid the urge, today, to thank you for what you are doing here at this time! So many more questions I have, but I know they will all be answered in due time. And I am so thankful that now I know where to look for guidance towards those answers!

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
Sarah Alexander