The Spirit of Carl

Marianna, a fellow school teacher in Brooklyn, came for a reading. We met in 1993 when her 19 year old son, Carl was diagnosed with sarcoma, a tumor behind his pancreas. Carl had leukemia when he was two and a half and the family had hoped he would remain in recovery forever. Carl was sick with the sarcoma for 9 months before he crossed over. Somehow the souls of young people always sense when they will cross over early and the lessons that have brought to their families.

Since Carl crossed over his mother sense when he is around. She has turned to metaphysics as part of her healing process and also goes and grief counseling. She hopes to open a center one day for people to come to relax and heal and be in peace.

Marianna has three other grown children, one son and two daughters. While astral projecting one day, Marianna met Carl, as well as her mother who died shortly after Carl's death. They were on a grassy hillside, telling her that it is not her tome to go to the top of the hill.

Four months after Carl died, Marianna had surgery and almost died. She suffers from Crohn's Disorder. During the surgery she had a Near Death Experience in which she floated above her body and saw the doctors working to save her life. She looked up and saw Carl surrounded by a white light. He was waving his right hand at her, saying, "Go back, Ma. It's not your time. You can't come now." Marianna woke up in the hospital bed.

Marianna says that she is more aware of Carl in her waking state than in dreamtime. She senses him riding with her in the car, in the house, they have conversations, and guiding her. She knows about the smells and touches that come from spirit.

Carl came to see me about an hour before Marianna arrived here and was actively involved in the reading especially as it was in the pyramid.

Marianna sat down in the middle of the pyramid. I told her to face in any direction that felt comfortable. Instinctively she sat facing magnetic north. I sat across from her during the reading which quickly turned into her initiation. Though nothing like this had ever happened to her before, she quickly moved into the energy of the experience.

Placing the three small crystals she wore on her neck, in front of her, Marianna quickly 'went' to another reality for her initiation.