Tuesday, April 25, 2006
We are all getting used to the strangeness of reality from a physical point of view, its increasing frequency shifts creating all sorts of new, and sometimes intriguing, experiences for us.
This morning I had the strangest 'wake-up' dream. Yesterday, I booked an appointment with a client who is here for a few days from South Carolina. He came through a recommendation from another client who lives in Brooklyn. I know nothing about this man, other than he is another psychic, formerly from Brooklyn, and spirit guided him to me.
In my dream he came to me. I remember him clearly. He looked Jewish, slightly chubby, with some facial hair, wearing a light colored shirt.
He seemed so lost ... I clearly recall the desperation in his voice as he said to me, "When I come to see you today, please help me!"
Perhaps it is because he is psychic that he reached out and I remember the conversation. Perhaps the rapidly shifting frequencies had something to do with it. In any case, I can't wait to meet him at 1 pm, and see what he looks like.
It was cool to see that the 'man of my dreams' was the one who came to my door. He is in his early 50's and falls under the heading of the 'metaphysical man' who is a wounded soul dealing with his issues. On his beige Tee-shirt was the image of the Tree of Life with Hebrew writing around it.
His guide is Meher Baba whose followers have a center in Myrtle Beach. After one year in South Carolina, and many years of study and meditation following the teachings of Meher Baba, my client was here to discuss relocation and changes in his life.
I did my best to help him, reality check definitely needed.
He mentioned right off about consciousness shifting very soon, so I thought we were on the same page. Wrong!
He went to the typical 'in the box' programming about his guide manifesting in love and light [haven't heard that expression for some time], at which time my client has a special mission. Until then he would like to buy property and build some sort of spiritual center ... and on and on!
"It's not going to happen," I tactfully tried to explain.
Metaphysics 101:: I went on to say that the grid is about healing yourself then a strong desire to heal and enlighten others ... then the truth about reality is revealed and understood ... or he could read about it on Crystalinks. This was too confusing to him and we agreed that our philosophies about the alchemy of consciousness were different.
When reality shifts he sees things the same way so many other people do, we will be physical in a higher frequency and live in love and light. Who put that into the program? It makes no sense. To exist in the physical is to live in a bipolar reality to experience emotions. When it ends, its over and out! Seems simple enough to me. My client and I chose to leave that subject alone also.
Further he sees reality remaining as it is for another 300 years. I countered with, "But you won't be here at that time not to mention that time is an illusion." On to another subject ...
I knew that he had not married and had no children as I saw him as a parental caretaker who lives with his elderly mother who is driving him crazy. I told him I did 'that column' already and the payback is money!
He said that Meher Baba told him he would marry. I disagreed that Baba even told him that.
Then he asked, "How can I tell the difference between the messages from his guide and my own fantasies?" Good question that many people face. Too long an explanation to write about now, but its about practice and watching the synchronicities that unfold as clues as what to do and not to do. Your soul or guide will 'bring it'!
In all he was desperate because he is tired as so many souls are and wanted me to assure him of a perfect love, a career, and more, wounded soul stuff that will probably remain with him the rest of his time here as he suffers from depression which goes to self-sabotage and you know the rest.
I told him that the desire for an 'in love connection' comes from the fact that as we evolve in consciousness we connect with our polar opposite 'above' and seek that connection 'below', the reunion of our 'twin aspects' into one. Further, the frequency of being in love is a high many of us have experienced, or desire to experience at this time.
As to his career, apparently he was not aware that he had burned out 5 years ago and had not worked since then. (Step out of the box and observe yourself objectively.)
The 911 insert took its toll in shifting consciousness especially for those who are mentally ill. Nothing was the same after that date on many levels. It ushered in the 21st century grid.
My client crashed and does not see it, therefore is not getting professional help. If you've dropped out, job, relationship, etc. and went home to a caretaker, that is a mental breakdown from which you must get some sort of professional help. Don't blame your unhappiness on the caretaker, which in most cases is a challenge.
Like many men I read [about 50% of my clientele is male], my client spoke about his life before the 'Crash of 01' and hoped to return to that level of accomplishment. Sadly for him, and most others, it will not happen. But is it important to go back and recapture 'that person' or should one move on and become a higher aspect of your soul experience? He told me that 'fear' was guiding his life since that time. Ah ... the old Fear Factor 101, 101010, grid experience.
9/11 placed many souls into the spiritual arena who would find satisfaction in ways they had only pondered about before and dissatisfaction in old ways of thinking. It's all falling apart like a house of cards.
Reality now goes to the creative mind, that which sets the soul on its true path, healing, balance, awakening to the nature of reality and the return to consciousness.
As for his relocation choices, the reason he couldn't make a choice is because he was looking for the perfect situation based on his needs, but they would have to be based on those of his mother. I saw him back in NY.
We completed the reading in true Ellie Fashion ... and then he gave me a brief reading.
He's into past lives which reflects the healing grid in most cases. It's fun to see who you are/were, but mostly its about ego and healing what one believes comes from another lifetime. I stopped him and explained how none of that matters anymore, that the only reality of consequence is this one.
He moved to describing my personality based on these past lives, and once again I stopped him though he was very flattering about who I am, what I do, etc.
Then he told me that he saw a man coming into my life. As I heard Z laughing I knew what was coming next .... my client asked me to go out with him! I declined! Reading over! This was a clear case of attraction and transference, common with client/patient and psychic/therapist.
My truths were spoken and it was time to get back to Ellie's World where all is in balance.
I had never dreamed about a client before meeting them, that I am aware in my physical consciousness. This makes me wonder why now with this man in particular? I can speculate that the veils between dreamtime and the physical experience are thinning, my perceptions more aware.
I tried my best to guide my client's journey and felt some sort of accomplishment as he promised to see a therapist after we both agreed that he was in a depression and could not function properly. Maybe that was what I had to show him, most of all.
I know that compassion is regarded as the key to healing, but sometimes one most also face the facts of one's journey based on the energies of the current timelines and the patterns of the game and their lives.
Most clients say from the onset, "Tell me the truth. That is why I am here and what I need to face."
I consider myself a 'reality check' psychic who speaks to your soul not your physical mind and emotional body, though I can give all perspectives.
When you embark on your journey into awareness, you desire a partner who is on the same path. Others simply do not understand who you are and where you are going. In many ways it is a journey of healing, discovery and recovery of memories lost when your soul first entered this reality program. These relationships, as with all others, remain for a time as souls need to move on in order to grow.
I have never been able to connect with a metaphysical man as a relationship, as most are wounded and stuck in their issues. I prefer a man who functions in the physical world, but understands the way the game is played. These men are growing in number every day.
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