In duality both you and everything else within this New Normal will sometimes make the right call and sometimes won't. It's all a matter of trial and error and rests heavily on emotions - the prime objective of this simulation. Nothing was created to be functionally normal all of the time.

Fault lines can be physical tectonic plate fractures that at some point are destined to break free and destroy our reality experiment. Then there are emotional 'fault lines' wherein blame is held at a frequency. "It's all your fault!" It is the nature of our experiment as it leads to negate emotions such as guilt, anger ...

COVID-19 was placed in the simulation for whatever special effects it created as it disproportionately affects society all the while making plain our strengths and weaknesses. It is an anchor between worlds. Its aftermath will become part of the New Normal wherever that leads us.

The death of George Floyd ignited the passions of sympathizers and protesters across the country and around the world. It highlights the systemic changes needed in the 'march' for liberty and justice for all.

A lot of events in the grids are going to spike between now and closure. They may or may not make sense to you. You may or may not agree with the outcome but lest you forget this is still a simulation over which we never had free will and control. The best suggestion I can offer to reduce anxiety and depression is to view without angry judgment and participate as programmed.

For those who have passionate feelings about Trump - never lose sight of the fact that he is a character insert reenacting a role. If you watch him closely when he talks and walks often there is that pause as if his matrix insert is 'rebooting' for lack of a better word. I actually experience this more with Melania than I do with Trump. Sometimes both of them seem to be phasing in and out of this reality. Interesting characters indeed ... Melania Trump's messaging frustrating the West Wing, source says

We all know everything is breaking physically, emotionally, and on every level of experience and dimension. People tell me all the time that nothing makes sense anymore. Don't try to figure them out. Just try to keep yourself as safe as possible because there's a lot more coming. Look for messages in physical reality, meditations, dreams, and things that take you into the collapsing grids of experience.

Your emotions are going to exacerbated giving you a glimpse of your psychological profile and factors you may have recognized in others but not in yourself. You may have always seen yourself is the normal one but perhaps that was not true as we all have issues. How do you deal with loss of control? How do you deal with life in general? How can you get to the point of understanding we are projected Illusion in a simulation ... that is ending? Your head may say Ellie is right but your emotions need to catch up hence all the challenges we are facing today that accelerate into whatever's left of what we believe is the future.

I started this by writing about a New Normal. I don't think that's a fixed equation just an expression for impending change that allows us to believe a new future awaits. And what if it doesn't?

George Floyd was another unfortunate soul swept up in systemic racism and injustice that has permeating the human journey throughout time. He was both a victim and a perpetrator as facts about his unfortunate life come to light.

At 6 feet 6 inches he was sometimes called "gentle giant". He was a Libra born on October 14, 1973.

He played on the basketball and football teams at Yates High School, and attended South Florida Community College for two years, playing on its basketball team. Floyd returned to Houston where he became an automotive customizer. He also performed as a rapper "Big Floyd" in the hip-hop group 'Screwed Up Click'.

Following a string of arrests for theft and drug possession, Floyd was charged in 2007 for armed robbery in a home invasion; he took a plea deal in 2009 for five years in prison. After his release, he became involved with a local ministry, Resurrection Houston.

While with 'Screwed Up Click', Floyd had children with several women. He had five children, including two daughters in Houston, ages 6 and 22, and an adult son in Bryan, Texas.

In 2014, he moved to Minnesota, where he took jobs driving a truck and providing security at a restaurant. In 2017 he filmed an anti-gun violence video. In 2020 he lost the security job due to the COVID-19 pandemic.

He survived COVID-19 in early April. His autopsy revealed drugs in his system that were not pharmaceuticals.

He was arrested then murdered for passing a counterfeit $20 bill though there is more to the story.

Never did George or anyone he knew realize what fate had in store for him in a perfect storm of events that took his life as the world watched in horror.

People always ask me, "Am I here to make a difference ... to change the world?" George Floyd's death was not in vain. It changes everything.

There are physical viruses and systemic viruses - each as powerful as the other. That Floyd survived COVID-19 but died after a police officer had his knee on the unarmed 46-year-old's neck for more than 8 minutes displays the deep racial inequality that still exists in America today. People of color are more likely to work on the frontlines and live in densely populated areas, they have worse access to healthcare and more underlying health conditions. And now, protesting these injustices amid the ongoing Covid-19 outbreak, they are again at risk.

On Day 7 after the killing of George Floyd violent mobs and looters returned alongside peaceful protestors hoping for reform which we know takes time and legislation ... and in my eyes I don't see any of that in what remains especially under the leadership of Trump and McConnell who bully, intimidate and threaten other politicians.

The world will never forget the daunting scenes of military in Washington DC releasing tear gas and firing rubber bullets at non-violent protesters near the White House to make way for President Trump to create a photo op in front of St. John's Church. This image is ingrained in the memories of Americans and others around the world adding to Trump's list of constitutional offenses allowing us to believe he thinks he is invincible and will rule this country as if a dictator having no regard for the law.

First Trump posed alone savoring the moment as the world watched. Next he called over several members of his cabinet standing beside four 'white' men and one woman in this photo op for all time. He later said the idea for the photo op was Ivanka's. Melanie and Vice President Mike Pence were not there. It was a very risky move on his part some people calling it downright reckless. As he stood there I thought he either gained another 20 pounds or was wearing a vest. Not sure which, or perhaps both. Did this orchestrated fiasco help or hurt his reelection if there is indeed an election this year?

Mental sanity and senior moments are a question for both Trump and Joe Biden - once again setting us up for failure if we continue into 2021.

As always with Trump there was backlash that continues on. He lives for the drama while Republicans running for reelection - and his base - stand by him.

Earlier in the day someone had suggested to me that this is a diversion for Trump away from COVID-19 to which he has no control and made him look ineffectual to his base and other voters. His apparent hope is to find a way to stop the violence and become the peaceful healer with his base cheering him on as the rest of us once again shake our heads in disbelief.

I fell asleep wondering if martial law will come to pass based on Trump's speech. I had blogged about it months ago as an end time theme which could turn this into a dictatorship and/or dystopian society.

A collective passion filled the streets across the nation with weeks of age demonstrations against racial injustice and police brutality. There were many factions and agendas at play from peaceful protestors to criminal elements looting, rioting and clashing with law enforcement.

In neighborhoods here in NYC it amounted to something in the guise of anarchy becoming peaceful in week 2. The city had imposed the harshest curfews in decades but it didn't stop rioters from smashing storefront windows in some of the wealthier neighborhoods of Manhattan including Macy's Herald Square. On many levels, much was shattered in our already fractured society.

With COVID-19 not under control and systemic racism and injustice changing the face of our society - how do we explain all of this to our children who just a short time ago we're planning their summer break, vacations, other fun things, and if they are old enough, their futures? When I grow up ...

This conversation is different when you're a minority. It has been going on in black families from the time children are old enough to understand ...

It's not easy today growing up in a world of uncertainty where the adults around you can't answer questions about the immediate future and often tell you what they think is best for you to hear in the moment. Don't worry it will all be okay ...

Children worry because they can't control their environments. It's always about fear and anxiety especially with the larger number of challenged children born in recent years. Many are fearful of health, money, climate, abuse, quarantine, abandonment, and the same issues the adults around them deal with. What are we going to do ...

Just as adults know the world is broken - a savvy child will figure that out by observation. Who's going to fix it ...

What to tell your children goes to their ages, education levels, emotions, race, and ability to understand. Remember children share information with siblings and friends so you have to say something. My parents are ...

If you lie to children they know depending on their ages and certain things that a parent does called a "tell" allowing children to know they are being lied to whether they say anything or not. I know they're lying ...

Anyway you explain it - it becomes a waiting game - COVID-19 the greater challenge as it could affect them, their families and friends, at any given moment. It's scary.

Being with friends their age is generally part of the learning process be it positive, negative, or both. They share their thoughts and consider options. I'd rather play video games...

Younger children let adults deal with reality and wait to go out and play as that too is a learning process. For that matter, all of life is a learning process, until we graduate from this algorithm. I hate math ... and school ...

There's lots of information online about how to cope and share with your children in 2020. It gives you the feeling that most people and children would benefit from counseling or therapy. My parents are challenged ...

Most of all answer their questions with the best explanation you have. Can I help ....

Best moments from CNN and Sesame Street's town hall on racism for kids and parents

Human societies have always been hierarchies - pyramids of experiences in the geometry of time - inevitably doomed to failure. History reveals that the algorithm recycles the same scenarios with a different cast of characters from the beginning until the end..

Blackout Tuesday was a collective action to protest racism and police brutality. The action, originally organized within the music industry in response to the murders of George Floyd, Ahmaud Arbery, and Breonna Taylor, took place on Tuesday, June 2, 2020. Businesses taking part were encouraged to abstain from releasing music and other business operations. Some outlets produced programming of blacked out, silent or minimal programming for 8 minutes and 46 seconds, the length of time Derek Chauvin's knee compressed George Floyd's neck before he was murdered.

As with most issues in this reality, we are here to experience them for the emotional impact they create and then move on to the next set of circumstances often without resolution.

But there is something happening in 2020 that has a different energetic vibration. It's as if the world is awakening and about to move into something else. Many people feel this change - interpreting it based on their programming. To me it is all part of the cycles of time ending with the rise and fall of the tectonic plates followed by a tsunami of consciousness - as each of us is programmed to discover who we are and our greater purpose in the illusion of space-time. The answer is Experience.

Former programming and patterns of experience have shown that we experience events, focus on what we should take away, and then move on. Will that happen with COVID-19 and current protests across the nation or will they resurface quickly in the algorithm of reality as it reaches Zero Point Fibonacci? We are now at 0,1 spiraling to 0. Will we burst through the veil of conspiracies and lies that have imprisoned souls set adrift in the annals of physical experience since the beginning of the simulation?