Many people have had suicidal thoughts due to a chemical imbalance in the brain, or just the way life, love, and loss play out for them. Some believe they are cursed, others that they don't belong here, maybe never did, and get so desperate they want out. Most people do not act on that impulses and seek help, professionally with groups, or holistically. Most times the help is a bandaid until something triggers the emotions again, rarely is it a cure for the feeling of wanting to leave here.
Present Day
We live in a reality pattern of abuse and healing ... that is what most people are programmed for. Today we go to great lengths to assess the damage done by each negative event we face, many people well qualified to be therapists in their own right.
Along the metaphysical journey we come to understand that things experienced on the physical level, are simultaneously processed on the emotional level and archived by the soul as if a giant computer.
Life in this reality is nothing more than a consciousness hologram in which we came here to experience then return home.
Souls are tired and do not always have the energy to sustain life here. You see it everywhere. It is all about collapse - souls, the grids that support our reality, everything that is ready to evolve back to light and conscious awareness - a journey complete.
With the dramatic changes going on in the world today, the number of suicides, or the desire to cross over, is increasing, the emotional pain and confusion more than some people can handle. They feel as if the world is closing in on them.
Global collapsing paradigms include: political, economic, religious, social, natural disasters, all brought about by the closing of our consciousness hologram. Once you understand the illusion of it, you will be batter able to process. In the interim a suicidal person must get professional help.
About Suicide
Email from a Crystalinks reader:
Yesterday 2/23/11 at 11:27 AM I got a call that Ben, my best friend in high school, committed suicide. He was an All-Star Athlete in high school for 4 years in 2 sports: Football and Track. But his roots dug deep within the community. He was not only an athlete, but an all around great person to be around. However, as life has a way to take as much as it gives, he fell into a rut and got mixed up with the wrong chemicals. He was a user - for he also felt that people were using him. The fact that he is gone by the hands of himself has rocked my California community. I have never seen so many grown men cry in one day. As a 27 year old male with a college degree, I realize that some things are taken for granted, and in one moment can change the entire outcome of the rest of someone's life. There are more suicides now than ever it seems yet we ignore the issues our friends say.
If you are reading this, you understand that people are animals, people's emotions are just a part of the program. If you understand this much, than we can begin the healing process. I am a healer but must now focus on myself and not the trivial "Why, how, etc." How much value do you place on each thing? It matters not the value but the good times you can still value in your memory of experience here.
My mind is clearer today than yesterday. I know now that Ben is in a place where I cannot touch him, but I can sense him. Although the pain of losing someone feels so heavy, we must take away the powerful memories that influence the rest of our time here.
Much Respect,
Greg S.
