'Reflect - Remember - Rebuild'
REBUILD
Just a side note.....as I was updating my file on Zero Point - I realized that Zero - 'O' - the sphere of creation - also references 9/11 - Ground Zero! 9=endings - 11=Twin Towers. There is something about NY - a major grid point that goes from the Verrazano Bridge to upstate NY that is Key to this puzzle. So Ground Zero links with Zero Point Consciousness.
Thursday, September 11, 2003 - a time of remembrance and rebirth - two key words in our spiritual evolution.
On this day - filled with the energies of a Pisces Full Moon - Harvest Moon - The closet approach of Mars in 60,000 years - I awoke at 6:30 am. I was 'shown' a huge pocket of energy over the New York area looking like a black hole - but not with a sinister meaning. I heard, "This is the main vortex."
I looked south out of my bedroom windows and saw an oceanliner passing by on its way to Manhattan Harbor. The top of the ship had a beautiful blue light. Along the side of the ship was a horizontal row of white lights. I am not sure why I was shown these symbols.
Wednesday night - I just stood on my terrace for a few minutes and watched Mars and the full moon. The Harvest Moon was big and awesome looking as if the heavens were brining messages. There was an uneasiness in the air. Mars-red. War - red. Full Harvest Moon - red. All that's missing are the UFO's. One September 9, 2003 - there were two UFO sightings over Brooklyn. NUFORC Not sure you should take these sights seriously - as they are probably lights in the sky.
i did not expect terrorism on September 11, this year - and nothing happened. Terrorism - or any major on the grids - always comes out of the blue - the unexpected events that few predict and no one can prevent.
On September a video of Osama bin Laden was released. This was to add to the Fear factor of events. The video timed to coincided with second anniversary of the 9/11 attack. More Fear for those who expect a retaliation. I see both bin Laden and Saddam alive in the Middle East - but not together. Next we come to the 'sleeper cells' which refers to undercover Al Qaida loyalists linked to 9/11 - who remain in the US undercover. We know they exist - sense their presence - but this is not their time.
The events of 9/11 were not only a personal attack but an attack on our country that has never ended - seemingly going back to the days of our creation - the seat of civilization. The wars in the Middle East - Iraq and Afghanistan - Israel and others. We are dysfunctional and unbalance in most of what we do - war just symptomatic of how fractured the souls are. It is our nature - the nature of our program - that supposedly seeks balance - which always alludes us. Many people feel that the victims who were lost on 911 - died as an act of war.
11:00 am Thursday September 11 - I was out and about this morning on this picture perfect day in New York City. The people I met along the way felt that they had no need to rehash the events of 911 - as they did not need to experience the emotions felt at that time. They had lived though the events once - and that was enough. They had nothing to heal and felt sympathetic towards those who lost a loved one on that date and in their own way - paid their respects. It is okay not to 'go there' emotionally. Don't feel guilty if you do not get into issues and the pain and suffering of 9/11. You can accept fate as it is given then move on. The memorials are for those who lost loved ones on 911. Many people use times such as these to deal with their own issues of pain, anger their inability to find themselves. Whatever works is fine! Don't feel guilty - if you feel disconnected from all of this.
During the past two years I have spend many moments talking to souls who crossed over during the terrorist attack on the Twin Towers - and the family and friends of those left behind who come for readings.
It has been a time of pain, sorrow, spiritual awakening, and healing for all. The spirits have some to my readings in forms of butterfly, birds, insects that are unusual for my area of New York.
The clients have learned to connect these flying objects with a loved one who has crossed over and wants them to know they are okay on the other side.
There are the physical manifestations from spirit that they have come to accept - as many were non-believers in realities other than third dimension. There are fragrances when talking to spirit floral mostly or smoke - among others. There are the sounds as spirit moves objects in the room or manifests an object that was not there before.
Today I had an experience with one of the spirits of 911 that involved manifestation. I have vertical blinds across the large glass terrace doors that are across from where I sit when I do my readings. The view is Cannonball Park - a massive park with many trees and an obelisk - and the Verrazano Bridge - above planes fly over - below - all boats and ships coming into New York Harbor must pass - just around the bend - is the Statue of Liberty across from Ground Zero.
A few days ago - one of the plastic holders that attaches the verticals to the bracket above - broke and could not be repaired. I went looking for a replacement on September 10th - but had no luck. On the morning of September 11, 2003 - as I left my apartment - there on the carpeted floor outside the door to my apartment - was a plastic holder. As I live alone at the end of the corridor - and no one had visited me since I went for the mail the night before - I knew that spirit had sent it - perhaps as a Thank You message.
Many friends and family members have learned about talking to the other side - and raised their frequencies to be able to connect. Media has taught us that after a soul has left the physical body - its consciousness does not cease to exist - communication is possible.
We in the US remember our fallen heroes - those we knew and loved - and those we read learned about through the media.
Memorials to these fallen heroes have been ongoing since 911 - - from theater productions in which several of my college friends and teachers have been involved - to quilts made by the efforts of people from around the world - to poems - books - television productions and more. For those, such as myself, the passing of almost 2,800 people and the wake of its after math - remain indelibly stamped in our hearts and souls forever.
Everyone who lives and works in NYC has their own story to tell. The curtain went down on 3,000 souls on September 11, 2001 - we honor the bravery of the fireman and rescue workers who lot their lives that day and the thousands of souls who were part of the recovery and healing process.
Our reality has become a place of drama and healing.
At this time there remains much controversy about Ground Zero and a rebuilding that will begin next year.
The remains of bodies of some of the victims are still being found on scaffolding and other objects in and around the area.
Ground Zero has become a multidimensional vortex. No matter what gets built there - the energies of the vortex remain as spirits roam around and haunt the area. These spirits include the terrorists involved in the attacks. As with all haunted areas - there will be strange and unexplained occurrence. The air also remains a health hazard.
Years will pass before the new buildings are occupied - at least 10 years - with many corporations turned off by the idea of renting office space in the new towers. It will take a new generation of business people to feel comfortable working there.
For me - I witnessed the attack from my terrace and feel lucky that no one close to me crossed over that day. I help those who need to heal as they are guided to my door. There are times I look out over the New York landscape and 'see' the towers still in place.
For days after 911 - it all seemed like a dream to most of us living in NY. A new consciousness grid had emerged and we were in the strongest pulse of it. As with all things linked through the spider web out our reality - the events of 911 - would move through the web and touch the lives of people all over the world.
I remember people in my building finding their way home from Manhattan where most work - and telling their stories to those of us in the lobby of my building - or outside the cafe just across the street - who wanted to share. I know people who have written books - have deceased loved ones channeled and so on....It all seems a part of our awakening process.
On September 11, 2001 - I remember watching the second plane hit Tower 2. It was like watching a scene from a science fiction movie. Inside my apartment the TV news was about the events as they unfolded. I could see emergency helicopters about and police rushing to close the Verrazano Bridge. I am about a 15 minute drive from Ground Zero. Shortly after that, Z guided me to write part one of the story of Samantha Stone and the Sepia Photo.
I remember August 2001 and a feeling of anxiety about something dreadful about to happen in the NY area - and writing about it as I received messages from the spirit world. My aunt Rose died the first week of September. She was 98 years old. As I stood in the cemetery in Staten Island - other members of the Crystal soul group came to me and pointed to Manhattan. They told me that many souls who soon cross over. They did not give me details - but I remember writing about it in my daily column, Ellie's World.
None of the spirits told me that the Twin Towers would be hit by airplanes as no one was supposed to prevent the events that occurred on 9/11.
Certain markers on the grids must unfold as was they written in the script of our reality. The events of 9/11 was one of those times.
Did you ever ask spirit a question and get the reply, "I cannot give you the answer to that question at this time?" I get that all the time from Z! All we can do in 3D - is wait and listen to our souls who have all the answers. Our souls will guide your final hour on this experiment in 3D about time and emotion. The keys to unlocking that information are hidden within your DNA - to be unlocked like a 'time' capsule.
Saturday I read a woman who lost her cousin, Michael, a fireman who was killed in Tower 1 which collapsed on top of him. Michael's uncle, Joe is a high ranking member of the fire department who did not believe in conversations with the dead. He teased about John Edward being a fake. Why is it that men have to be so argumentative all the time? The anger frequency is very difficult to be around as it is so limited.
Things have changed for uncle Joe as Michael and other firemen have made themselves known to him. He has gained a new perspective of reality. Joe - among others has written about their personal experiences at having to do with the events of 911 and their aftermath. Some have been guided by spirit to write - while others do it as an emotional catharsis.
Michael showed me an interesting image. I felt as if I was sitting at a podium. Before me were rows and rows of fireman who died on 911. Michael held out his palms to me. Suddenly a lotus flower - flower of life - appeared in each one. As he did this - my apartment filled with a floral essence. My client and I loved the smell.
Michael took the American flag and changed the box with the stars to a washed out denim color with navy stars of various colors and sizes scrambled within the box. I am not sure about that.
There are endless messages from the spirits now as we move close to 911 followed by Rosh Hashana and Yom Kippur when the 'gates' are open and spirit move in and out of the grids most easily.
If you recall - last year on September 11 - the numbers 911 came out on lottery. She played the numbers. Now she reports - the numbers 911 are sold out for Thursday. Remember the 60 mph spiraling wind that blew the ceremonies. Spirits speak to us of numbers and spirals that whirl and twirl and move or souls.
I thought about visiting Ground Zero to experience the energies of spirit - then realized that going to the physical area helps those who are grieving feel a connection - whereas my close proximity is all that I need. In the past two years I have passed Ground Zero by car - many times - but never stopped to experience the energies.
Last night I remembered the stories of clients who had escaped the towers and run to safety. These clients came to share their stories with me as they felt no one else could understand.
They spoke of running through smoke-filled hallways and down staircases in which the smoke was blinding. Some people remembered seeing spirit guides or deceased loved ones who appeared out of nowhere - showing them the way to safety.
One woman spoke of passing a fireman who she asked for assistance - then realized he was in another reality and could not hear her.
They told me about seeing friends and co-workers fall into the debris - and shouts of people that muffled in and out as they tried to get out.
Many thought about never seeing their families again - and prayed for guidance.
Another woman saw the layers of reality that exist- in which she saw three events - the twin towers in tact - the towers in flames - and two towers she did not recognize. This all flashed in front of her in a matter of seconds. We realized that in the energies of Ground Zero - in the space and time where she stood allowed her to view the past present and future as they truly exist - as one.
One man spoke of leaving his body and going to a light the returning to his body in what seemed like a few seconds. Those who understand that reality is projected illusion understood and were not afraid as the various probabilities of reality unfolded before them and they made their choices to stay or go.
My clients spoke of running through endless stairwells and helping strangers along the way. This was FEAR FACTOR brought forth to those in the twin towers - including those who tried to help and those who lost their lives who we remember and honor on September 11, 2003. Their souls are with us in strength and guidance about a future of endless possibilities.
9/11 has been a process for all of us who watched the tower fall and experienced the aftermath. I wonder how people who live in war-torn countries deal with this on a daily basis.
The ever-changing world has gone through much in the past few years - sadly, not in a positive way for many people - yet it all seems part of a process - the Cycles of Time as they play out over and over in different harmonics of creation.
The fear factor has taken over the airwaves on more that one level. It sometimes feels like the other shoe is about to drop - but not this month. Our souls seem to anticipate it. So many people anxiously await the change as they tire of this program and its emotional instabilities and games.
Has your life changed since 9/11? Most people I know - or read - have had made major changes in their lives over the past two years. These changes continue at a very quick pace. When I think of the events of 9/11 - they seem to have happened an eternity ago. Yet for so many others 911 seems like yesterday.
The image below - from Yahoo news - caught my eye as it reminded me of an old book which tells an important story for humanity. In this case - it does.
"A 55-pound piece of steel wreckage from the World Trade Center sits in the lobby of the Parkland Library Tuesday, Sept. 9, 2003, in Parkland, Fla. The piece is part of a public art piece which will remain at the library."
Report on September 11, 2003 from John Quinn a client who lives in Brooklyn - "In Loving Memory of Joyce Carpeneto who crossed over on 911." On several occasions I have channeled his friend Joyce - who died on 9/11. John's poem has moved many people in this healing process.
I was so shocked to see that her sisiter's name was Lucy, yet not surprised by the synchronicities Spirit brings. I smiled knowingly, that Lucy and Joyce brought Mary to us. They are both strong and very present spirits, who are looking out for and guiding us. Ellie had mentioned Lucy and Joyce earlier this week on Ellie's column in reference to an email Ellie received from a woman named Joyce, who has a daughter, Shanti in spirit. Everything is connected in the web.
My story continues at Ground Zero on September 11, 2003.
The day was very similar to the last two September 11th days - warm temperatures, not a cloud in the sky. I was at Ground Zero on this date last year, to remember my late friend, Joyce Carpeneto, who died in the terrorist attacks of 9/11/01. I met two friends of mine named Deborah and Diana, and together we went to the site today.
The day started with a moment of silence at 8:46 AM, the exact time the first plane hit the North Tower, where Joyce worked. Then children of the WTC victims began reading the list of nearly 2800 who gave their lives for freedom. It was gut-wrenching to hear the victims names being read by children as young as 7. I was in tears almost from the start.
At 9:15 AM, Joyce's name was read, and then the three of us decended into the site. I was holding two dozen roses on my right arm, while I held a picture of Joyce in my left hand. Once again I began crying as I walked down the ramp, and I put Joyce's picture next to my heart. I noticed that there were a line of English police officers lined up along the right side of the ramp.
When the three of us reached the center of the site, I noticed that major changes had occurred since I was there last year. The PATH train station was being built, and most of the where the South Tower stood was closed off to us. In the middle of the site was two square boxes, that seemed to symbolize the two towers. They were filled with water, and the loved ones who came down put their flowers and roses into them. They both quickly filled up.
Deborah, Diana and I put our flowers into one of the boxes, and I just about broke down. It was incredibly emotional to be right on the footprint of the North Tower, where my dear friend Joyce worked, and eventually died.
I would estimate that about twenty thousand people came down into Ground Zero to remember their loved ones.
My two friends and I were down there for just over three hours. I saw a number of people putting rocks and dirt into bottles, and making shrines to their lost loved ones. Most were roses put into bottles and surrounded by rocks. I was really moved to see them.
I myself picked up two rocks and put them into my pocket, like I did last year.
I also put the poem I wrote for Joyce called into the pile of roses and flowers.
At that time I noticed three dragonflies. One of these flew past my face, then flew on. For a split second I thought your Ellie's column today about Dragonflies.
There were 3 more moments of silence, and at 11:20 AM the final names were read.
Then taps was played by members of both the FDNY and NYPD. When I was down in the center of the site I held up a beautiful picture of Joyce over my head for all to see. The TV cameras did catch it. On a rebroadcast on my cable TV I saw myself holding the photo.
As I was down there I really felt like Joyce was with all three of us. We all felt we needed to be there for her, and I believe she was pleased we were at Ground Zero. By noon the ceremonies were over, and we all went to a luncheon, where Rudy Giuliani was a guest speaker. I even got my photo taken with "America's Mayor".
I have now been down in the heart of Ground Zero twice in successive September 11ths. It has been a difficult but necessary thing to do to remember a dear friend whose life was taken away in the worst moment in the history of the United States.
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